Friday, March 23, 2012


On March 19, 2012, Vito Bell filed a petition to fire his attorney. In doing so, he delayed his sentence hearing of receiving either the Death Penalty or Life In Prison without the possibility of parole for the remainder of his natural life. I wish Chip Oney (deceased) would have been given an opportunity to "delay" his death sentence. Doesn't seem fair - life and death.

A new hearing has been set for April 3, 2012. On this date however, another date will be set for his actual sentencing. To be continued...(he can't do this forever).

Monday, March 19, 2012


Scheduled for 4:30 pm tomorrow, Tuesday, March 20, 2012.

Rumor has it though, the murderer seeks a way to postpone. More tomorrow...

Saturday, March 17, 2012


Lots of memories today - St. Pat's Day. On this day years ago, my heart opened larger than I ever expected it could. One man stole my heart, he stole my mind, and he captured from deep within me - every bit of love one person can feel for another.

I remember the kilt he wore today as he celebrated his heritage. I remember the laughs, the jokes, the dance, the joy we shared together. But most of all - I remember the embrace before we drifted off to sleep. It was the tightest he ever held me. And then softly in my ear, he whispered, "I love you, Lynnie."

This morning on my way out, I turned on the radio. Something I never do, but today I did. I tune in and surprisingly, I hear these words sing out to me, "I have died everyday waiting for you. Darling don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years. I'll love you for a thousand more."

Chip - I die everyday waiting for you. Darling I'm not afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years. I'll love you for a thousand more...too.

I miss you...


Wednesday, March 14, 2012


My journey these past few years has been enlightening, confusing at times, passionately stressful, and through it all - I feel so lucky to have an amazing support system in another world, in another dimension. When I get sad, when I question my whereabouts, when I get fuzzy about life in general, the most amazing things happen.

How can I ever thank them for keeping me grounded, keeping me aware, keeping me focused, keeping me in line with is one of those times where confusion and a little bit of despair stepped in. On a day I question if things are about to change drastically, if my support system is leaving me, I hear a song dance through my mind. Only a few words, but from them, I'm able to decipher the message.

"Let's stay together. Loving whether times are good or bad, happy or sad, let's stay together." I'm so very blessed...and still so in love.

Sunday, March 11, 2012


Even though there may be times
It seems I'm far away
Never wonder where I am
Cause I'm always by your side
Cause you're my lady, and I am your man.

Monday, March 5, 2012


A hearing was set for today, March 5, to schedule the sentencing hearing for the man found guilty of shooting and killing Chip Oney. The judge's schedule was full this week, so a second hearing is now set for March 19. It looks like one of the days during that week is when impact statements will be given and heard, and a sentence will be enforced.
According to a Jacksonville contact, Mr. Colavito Bell still sits in solitary confinement with nothing but a blanket to wrap in. He will remain there until the week of the 19th.